Here’s another update in the Sarah’s Secret Diary archive.
I’ve done most of my Christmas shopping now. It enables me to avoid the usual pre-holiday rush. But there are times when I get myself deliberately desperate and try to hold myself back from peeing.
One such time happened recently when I was in a department store to buy some nice sexy boxer shorts for my boyfriend John. I decided to play hold it that day, so when I woke up, I drank a couple cups of coffee just to get myself going.
I also had a shower and then got dressed with a black sweater with a white t-shirt underneath. Then I put on a pair of light brown slacks with a pair of white cotton knickers inside. I love the feeling when I wet myself through my knickers.
When I left the flat, I felt my bladder wanting to relax its muscles. I got on the bus to go to town. When I got off at my stop, the need to go had grown slightly stronger, but I ignored it.
I then walked into the department store to look for a present for John. I decided to get to get him something sexy this year. I did want to get him some items from the local sex shop, but I chickened out. I always wondered what goes on in those shops and what type of men use them.
I went to a cafe in the store, and ordered a glass of orange juice, which I drank quickly. My need to go was getting stronger still, but I still ignored it, and tried to walk around the store as normally as possible. I walked over to the mens’ section of the store and started to browse through some clothes and looked at the sexy underwear that I would like to get him.
I spent around half an hour looking at the underwear, because they was a large selection. Eventually I was able to buy two nice pairs for John. By the time I paid for them, I was really bursting. I briefly put a hand on my crotch, which brought a few stares from some other shoppers. I then tried to find somewhere discreet to hold myself with.
I went to the lingerie section, and looked around the lovely bras and knickers. I then had a dirty idea…. I picked out a nice pair of bra and knickers off the rack, and went into the changing rooms. After I put the knickers on, I decided that I wanted to pee in them. As I was bursting, I just let the urine soak them and let it run down my legs.
I heard a shout from a store assistant asking me if I was okay. I replied that everything was fine. After a few moments, I let the pee stop dripping, got dressed, and put the bra and wet knickers back on the rack. It was a relief to let go of my urine, but the way I did it, felt so dirty!