This was a great day to see some desperation.
At that time, I was in college in the evenings studying English. In my class we had people of many races, creeds and colours ready to learn together. Ever since the course started, I fancied one of the students in the class. She was tall with long blonde hair, and in the night’s lesson, she wore a black t-shirt and faded blue jeans. She sat in the table opposite me. What surprised me was during the lesson, she had put either one or both hands inbetween her legs and crossed them tightly. she seemed to do it with all our lessons so far. We did have a break during the lesson (one night a week, three hours), she left the room, only to return with moments. As the rest of the lesson progressed, she continued to fidget regularly. Nobody else, not even the teacher, sensed what was wrong with her. I couldn’t concentrate on my work without me having to peek at her mild fidgeting. My penis got hard and never got soft again until I got home.
When I got home that night, I settled down to watch some TV before I went to bed. That’s when I saw another observation of female desperation. It was on Crash Palace, an Australian drama which made its debut in the UK. The desperation was brief, but to me, it was fantastic. The show opened with two English girls, one was blonde, the other brunette, arrive on a backpacking holiday. They were waiting for their rucksacks at the airport. The blonde was desperate to pee at this point and says she needs to go badly. After a few moments, she cries, “Oh, I’m gonna piss myself!” and briefly puts one hand inbetween her legs. Suddenly, they manage to get their rucksacks- or were they (Watch the show)? However, she made it to the toilet in the end, but what a great desperation scene.